Friday, 28 April 2017

Save the planet - use biodegradable exfoliators

I know loads of people who care for this planet, and I admire and respect them for that.
We all should care about the environment, it's our house.
Unfortunately, many of us don't give a damn about any of this, and there isn't much we can do about it. We can't force people to do what they don't want to.

In my opinion, individuals who don't respect nature, things that were built - created by others - should be severely punished.
How? First, they should be asked to pay for what they destroyed. Clearly, many don't have enough money to do that.
In that case, penal labour is the perfect solution. Fixing what they broke and helping building more.

I've been to Germany lately. In the stunning park of Potsdam, many marble statues are standing on pedestals. Some of them have missing pieces of them despite the fact they are very cared for.
An angel, e.g., was deprived of one of his wings. Someone put the missing piece back, but you could see that the statue suffered a vandalism at some point.
Why on earth would you do that?
Because you wanted a piece of the angel with you, or because you're a felon who doesn't know what's respect and consideration?

This is just a tiny example, there are billions more horrible than this one.

Anyway, besides these creatures who destroy on purpose, there is us, regular people who jeopardise the future of this planet without knowing it.
In this post, I'll focus on the use of cosmetics, exfoliators in particular.
Women around the world are using several types of scrubs gels/creams in their daily beauty rituals.
I'm one of them. My skin is soft because of that, so I'm pro exfoliators.
The market is full of colourful tubs filled with coarse gels. It's very easy to buy and use them. Some are cheap, many not so much.
But regardless of the price, almost all of them are bad for the environment because of their chemical ingredients.
What's not made of chemicals nowadays?
There are just a few things in this world that are not nocive for humans, animals, earth. To be honest, I can't name any.
This is not a campaign launched against a brand or another. Everybody use them. I hope you are aware of that.

All exfoliators on the market contain microbeads. Most microbeads are made from polyethene. These tiny beads end up in the oceans. The marine fauna mistakes them for food and ingests them. Birds eat fish, and we eat fish.
I'm not going to continue as I don't know if there is an end to this.

Some associations are intimating the Parlament to ban these products. They will probably succeed, but thinking we will not find them again is naive.

Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that there are biodegradable products that act as exfoliators. As I said, I'm pro soft skin and use them daily.
  • Bicarbonate of soda
  • Coarse cornmeal/corn flour for polenta or porridge mix  - fine grind  (use grinder)
  • Sea salt (Himalayan too, of course) - fine grind
  • Sugar 
  • Fruits: strawberry, blackberry, kiwi (all fruits that contain tiny granules in their flesh)
  • Coffee grounds 
  • Tea grounds (from the bags too)
Because I'm a coffee lover, my favourite exfoliator is coffee, of course. I make coffee (real, not instant) every day, gather the grounds (rests), put them in small boxes left opened and use them during my daily showers. It says to help with the cellulite too.

I use the grounds all over my body, including the face. 
Some add olive oil and make a cream before. It's a great way to exfoliate and nourish your skin at the same time.
Personally, I don't like the feeling of being oily after a shower because I like to apply creams and oils to it after I pat it dry. But this is my thing.
However, I recommend the grounds of coffee with a spoon of oil for the face.

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  • If you don't use a sponge and shower gel (or soap) after using coffee grounds on your skin, your white clothes will get dirty.
  • Some people dry the coffee grounds to conserve it for longer periods. I don't, but it would be easy. Just strain the grounds, spread them on kitchen paper, and placed them out of your way. You might forget about it and dust will add to the compost. As longs as you are not allergic to it, it's no real dangerous.
  • Bicarbonate of soda and salt are very good to whiten the teeth. I use it from time to time. Be careful not to rub too hard and scratch the enamel of your teeth. Look for the proper use on-line. 
I know that for most this is just a tiny drop in the ocean, but if more of us will start respecting the nature, our grand-grand-grandchildren might have something to step on.

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Friday, 21 April 2017

Feeling like quitting?

I once helped my brother to make some cozonaci = Romanian traditional sweet bread (similar to panettone) - He lives in Canada, and we had to Skype. It was great fun.... Not really.

My brother is vegetarian (doesn't eat eggs among other animal products) and these cozonaci are famous for the use of loads of eggs. Some would knead the dough only with eggs (no other liquids). Therefore, one cozonac might contain five eggs (or more).

Because I used to cook and experiment bizarre and brave recipes to publish on my blog (, I invented a vegan recipe for this traditional sweet bread (no eggs, no dairy).
The result was spectacular! What a surprise!
I baked them like thirty times since my first experiment and every time was a great success. So easy, economical and delicious!

A true Romanian (especially one born in Moldova like me) would never make a cozonac without eggs, so for many, my recipe is blasphemy. Ha, ha... see if I care. :p

My brother tried to bake them before, but they didn't rise, exactly like this time and he was very disappointed. He said that if he can't have the cozonaci he's dreaming for this time, he'll give up trying.
I said that he should try until he succeeds. Again, and again and again. And again. 
"It is not over until you win." - Les Brown
If you really want something, you don't give up, you change, adapt, invent and reinvent until you get it!
If you give up, you'll never succeed!

Last year, I took a tough decision and moved departments in my job. I was very tired of working on the same project for almost two years and needed a change.
Then I wanted to work only three days a week so I could focus on my writing for the remaining four.

It's a long story, but long story short, I now work on various projects and different languages on the same day. I speak on the phone with people far away, and only God knows how much I dislike that. I have never been a phone lover. If it was for me, I would never buy a phone.
Anyway, it's incredibly challenging. I felt like quitting for five months or so. Every evening when going home from work, completely exhausted, I would think that next morning I will hand in my resignation. Then I said I'll huddle up and find a way to make it work for my own good.
And I tried again and again with little success.

Looking for a job is extremely time and energy consuming, I didn't want to do that. This is not my country, and my English is still a work in progress.
I need a part-time job so I could pursue my dream. It's not easy to find a company so flexible like mine, especially now with the Brexit nightmare.

Curious enough is that I love my job, I loved it from the very first day. It involves analysing human behaviour, so it's very much in tune with another big passion of mine.

I was sad, stressed, and disappointed in me for feeling so not up to the new role. I trusted I was going to do great. I did my best, but my best was bad.
I thought it was what I wanted and needed, but it was too much and couldn't handle the pressure. I felt overwhelmed and completely lost.
"Be careful what you wish for," right?

I burst into tears several times during my training and after. I thought I would never make it.
I didn't have time to go to the toilet or make a cup of coffee. I didn't stop to say hello to my old colleagues because I wasn't able to reach my targets. I was very stressed and all shaky. I even lost weight (the only positive side effect). :p
On Sundays nights I couldn't sleep and Monday mornings were rough. I didn't want to get out of the house. The 50 minutes walk at 6 in the morning didn't seem like a great exercise anymore.
Having a shower away from home, getting changed and ready for work in the office toilets started to feel like a terrible burden. I was very annoyed that I had no other choice.
But I forced myself because it has been a free choice to make that change. And I knew the end was close if I wasn't going to do something about it.

So I took a holiday and reflected about why I like the job that much, and how come that's not enough to make me deliver what is expected of me.
I put on the table the pros and cons and realised I was just very tired and not at all prepared for the change.
I went back to work determined to do better, and I have been trying harder than ever to find in this job what I've never had: peace, appreciation, and stability.

But that's a little too much to ask after the Referendum, right? I could very politely be invited to leave the country any moment now. However, I can't worry about something I cannot change.

I think my job is helping me grow personally and professionally.
I believe it makes me stronger and more confident. And I am doing everything in my power to make it work. Not only for the company but for myself.

One of the things that I have in mind when I strive to do the best I can is: If I had a company, would I be happy with an employee like myself? 
And the answer is YES, totally! I couldn't ask for a better one. Unless he/she works for free. :p

Anyway, I am happy now and don't think I'll quit soon. I am extremely busy with other projects, don't have time and energy to waste.

So, if you are in the same situation like I was, when you feel like quitting think about what made you accept that job in the first place.
Make a list with the pros and cons. - I wrote about it before.
Take everything into consideration and be honest with yourself and your company.
Every job gives you something, but some jobs give you more. What do you give to the job?

And after doing that if you still feel it's time to move on, then do it!
It's hard to find a job these days, but when wasn't?!
You think you deserve better? Then work for it, prove to yourself (not to others) that you can do better. I believe in you!

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Sunday, 16 April 2017

The clash of eggs - Easter Traditions

Disclaimer: This post was published on LinkedIn last year. It's not there anymore.

Some people expressed their interest in the Romanian's traditions and customs, so I have decided to write a little more about these in case someone's interested. I had to do a little research (while people were asleep), I wasn't sure about some of the details you'll read in this post. Thank you for taking the time to go through it. It seems long, but it isn't really.

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Any country has its own traditions. Many are lost during the years, others change or modify, luckily, some are preserved and transmitted from generation to generation intact. Personally, I am very attached to many of the Romanian traditions, customs, and rituals.

Keep in mind that these traditions may vary from region to region, even from village to village or city to city.

In the post, Easter is here, I mentioned a 40-day period before Easter, called Lent. Both Eastern Orthodoxes and Roman Catholics people commit to fasting or giving up certain types of luxuries as a form of penitence and to purify themselves.

Partying, dancing/going to clubs or discos are banned. No weddings are allowed or celebrated, although no universal rule would prohibit celebrating the sacrament of matrimony during Lent.

There are many differences between Orthodoxes and Catholics (as we simply call them) traditions, rituals and customs.
The Orthodox Christians seem to have stricter rules than Catholics.

For example, the Orthodoxes will abstain from any food that comes from animals, oil and wine (alcoholics generally) for the whole period - Catholics will give up at the meat (mostly), details a little below.

Why is the oil included? I wouldn't know, it doesn't make sense to me. Hope they know why.

The Orthodoxes have a program to follow:
In the first week of Lent and Holy Week: Monday and Tuesday you can only eat once a day, in the evening, and have merely bread and water.
Only the Thursday before Easter, you are allowed to have two meals. All the other days, just one.
On Fridays and Saturdays = total fasting = No food whatsoever.
Ill people are allowed to eat food with oil.

But fasting is not enough to prepare themselves (as is strictly related to purifying the body), and it must be accompanied by good thoughts and deeds, sexual abstinence, confession of sins (to the confessor) and Holy Communion.

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Many Christians also add a lenten spiritual discipline, such as reading a daily devotional, to draw themselves near to God. But this happens during the whole year.
Roman Catholics will go to church every day (some even twice a day), especially during the Holy week, to assist various ceremonious. 

In the picture below, the priest (in this case the Bishop) washes the feet of 12 people who represent the 12 disciples of Jesus who were with Him at the Last Dinner (when the betrayal happened). 
It is written that Jesus did that for real.

Image credit: Adrian Cuba
Roman Catholics will fast too, but not so strict as Orthodoxes. 

The oil is allowed, and you can eat more than once a day, but never to feel full. 
You are allowed (if you want) to eat meat, fish, eggs, and cheese (milk). 
Fridays it's absolute fast, but if you don't fast, stay away from meat.
Ill, children, and elderly people (over 60, if I am not mistaken) are not required to fast at all.
These rules had changed over the years as my mum says that when she was a child, they were almost as strict as the Orthodox's religion. 
Nowadays, many Catholics give up only to meat, sweets, and alcohol. 

Image credit: Adrian Cuba
Roman Catholic's churches (I don't know about the others) remove flowers from their altars, while crucifixes, religious symbols and statues are veiled in violet fabrics. The priest will also change the colour of their vestments in violet. - Except for the Holy Week, when the flowers come back to the altars and priests will wear the usual Celebration's clothes. - I think is the same in England, Church of England at least.

Saturday night, Christians go to church with candles on their hands to wait for the Resurrection. They will then light them up from a flame which comes directly from Israel.

Image credit: Adrian Cuba
That's just a little information about the Lent customs.

Now, let's go to the eggs ritual which I find quite curious. There are strict rules to follow in here too! 

Because in Romania, on Easter day, people will bang the hard-boiled decorated eggs one against another. This is funny, really, so stay tuned. I thought I should call it, "The clash of eggs!"

An egg has three parts: the top = head, the opposite side = bottom, and the sides = ribs (?!). Yes, it's how Romanians explain this.

On the first day of Easter (Saturday after midnight), the eggs should be hit one against another only head to head. 
The day after Easter, Easter Monday, the eggs can be banged one against another head to bottom.
The days after, bottom to bottom, sides to sides, etc. As one wishes. 

As a general rule, the first one to start the clash of eggs is the oldest man at the table. This man would hit the egg's head against the other egg head held by a partner (child, wife, brother, etc.) shouting the phrase, "Christ has risen!"
The other egg's holder will respond with the words, "Truly, He has risen!"
After that, the broken eggs owners will start crying and wondering why their eggshells are cracked and the others' aren't. (?) Mysteries of God.
The person who's got the eggshell intact will keep banging other eggs until his/her will crack too. Then the banquet can begin. And the sickness follows invariably.... Too much food after a strict vegan diet! 

Why clashing the eggs? Because they need to be eaten, one has to take the eggshell of it first. Or not? 

Why would Romanians have these rituals and traditions which seem strange somehow? Let me reply with the same question: Why other nations have weird traditions? That's why.

This is all about the Easter traditions in my country but there are many others.

Cristos a Inviat! Paste Fericit! Happy Easter!

P.s. I don't actually recall doing this battle of eggs in my family, maybe because it's more of an Orthodox tradition. But my brother just confirmed that we used to do it too. Hmm...

Saturday, 15 April 2017

In the name of love, please sign this petition

I don't know you, but I fight against any sort of discrimination.
Last night I couldn't sleep so I went on Facebook and found an update (posted by a friend of mine) that made me shiver.

I cannot stand people abusing, torturing, mocking, killing any being (human or animal) for absurd reasons.
We have no right to kill someone because he/she's gay. Gay doesn't mean paedophile or necrophile.
Gay people are attracted to humans of the same gender.

Being straight doesn't mean being right. 

What if you were born gay? 
Do you have any idea how hard is for these people to have a regular life?
Would you like to be tortured because you love another human? 
I don't think so. Then why do it to others?
They don't do anything wrong, immoral or indecent. They love like you and me. They have consensual sex.
Humans have many sins, but loving is not one of them.

Stop discriminating gay people. There is nothing wrong with them, but it is a lot wrong with those people who treat them with disrespect.

No law should instigate people to torture living beings.
Individuals who kill are criminals and should be thrown in jail for eternity.

Torturing and killing in the name of religion or God is a monstrosity and should be punished severely.
Loving is not, as long as it's consentient.

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If you have a soul sign the petition now by clicking here. 

Please, don't ignore this.
Stand up for LOVE. It could be your son, daughter, brother, sister, friend, or even your mother and father who hid their inclination from the cruel and narrow-minded society.
No God would demand his disciples to kill innocent people.
Read what's happening in Chechnya. It's utterly atrocious.

Sign if you're human. 

Saturday, 1 April 2017

Barely legal

Dear reader,

A few months back, I got a call from a not very famous magazine asking me if I wanted to pose for it in a very succinct manner.  Apparently, there is going to be an edition about aspirant writers who have other talents to show to the world… and what’s more attractive than a woman in Eve’s costume?

I’ve always dreamed of having a pictorial somewhere… but, as a good Catholic, the idea of showing my naked skin brought to mind the promise of burning in hell for the eternity, so I politely refused.
“Are you sure?” asked the woman on the other side.
“Not at all,” I replied with sorrow in my voice.
“Do you know that this sort of exposure would attract publishers?”
When I heard about the word Publisher, all my doubts disappeared into thin air. ‘The hell with the hell! I am doing it. I have been working so hard. I deserve this!’ I thought.

Getting naked in front of anyone else than my teddy, was really challenging. As soon as I've taken off my jeans and blue jumper, my face and half of my body transformed in a ripe tomato with white marks. Truly disgusting.
The photograph, a woman younger than me, took a few shots and said it was impossible to do the work.
We had to come with something to make the blemishes go away.
So she brought a few people in the room (a female cleaner, a bodyguard, and a random male who was waiting for something in the corridor) and made me walk in high heels and swimming costume in front of them. A sort of parade. Skin parade.

I really thought that my heart will explode any minute.
The cleaner with long yellow gloves clapped her hands with excitement every time I stumbled and almost broke my neck.
The bodyguard’s expression was impossible to decipher, as he remained impassable for the whole time.
But the random man… wow, that was something completely different than the two above. He looked into my eyes as to see inside my soul, and shed countless of tears. Honestly, his reaction almost made me jump out the window. Pity that the studio was ground floor.

I had to know why was he crying, so I asked, and he replied sobbing like a girl while taking out of his pockets a pair of dark glasses, “I am temporarily blind, dammit! Once in a lifetime opportunity and I cannot see a bloody thing!”

I burst into a huge hysterical laugh and almost peed myself. Ten minutes later, I was good to go.

I won’t keep you further, see for yourself. Just for you to know, the only modification to these pictures were about colour in the first one. All the others are 100% natural.

Please, do not tell my parents, they think I’m a saint. Ha, ha.

This was my first shot - "I am too ashamed."
The second one - "NO, I was mistaken, I can't do it! Leave me alone!"

That's the second time I almost broke my spine. The cleaner was in ecstasy!
About to fell out of the window
Let me know what you think, all right? As you can see, these are quite decent. I can’t turn my respectful blog in a scandalous tabloid.
Plus, I cannot afford to lose my job... just yet.

For the real stuff, you’ll have to wait for the magazine. I think it’s worth it. Ha, ha.

If you are a literary agent, you realise the potential of a writer like me, right? 

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